The Whiplash... Continues

Somebody help me! Neck braces, a personal head holder-upper, ANYTHING! After this head banging will never be the same, cuz i wont be able to fuckin' do it! I decided after Bens B-Day (Today!) im not going to drink so much cuz it hurts so much Stupid Liver!! Well im done bitching, Have A Nice Day :)

Headbang Whiplash

Last night i took headbanging to the extreme, from moshing in the middle of the road, to competeing with Joe and Ben. I can barely keep my head up and now it is really freakin sore! Im at alexs house now and im dopeing myself up with ibuprofen, I NEED MORPHINE! Well, thats about it cause im tired and i cant keep looking up at this screen, MOZELTOV!

Fuckin' Aderol

Stupid aderol keeping me up all night... Im not as hardcore as last year, it explains itself. From the drinking a glass of vodka before i went anywhere to the smoking weed and doing the drugs i did every day. Now im just a whipped little bitch, like many others. So for those of you that havent had a clue of what ive been up to heres the story. Ive broken up with Xong and gotten back together again, because she had a miscarriage, with my kid. Dont worry ive already cried enough about it that its pretty much off my mind. Then i had a seizure in health class, the doctor says it was caused by my head hitting the floor from passing out, but whatever. No i didnt fake it! When i went to the doctor he said my liver was inflamed, probably from drinking too much because he found alchohol in my blood. Which is why i cant drink as much as i used to. And to whom it may concern: Guy, i called you today and no one picked up the phone; Mike, its not a competition its just coincidence, i never expected that Tou wouldve ended up hooking me up this bad, and i didnt think i would get Xong pregnant, its really weird how these things keep happening but its not on purpose, we just happen to have very similar lives, plus it gives us more to talk about; Emma, I WANT THOSE PICTURES... I NEED THEM!

I Had To Bring It Back

For some strange reason lately of stopped worrying or caring about everyone and everything. I dont feel the need to spread rumors, i cant be mad at anyone, instead i just find myself kinda phasing them out of my thoughts. what is the reason for this sudden change? Did i eat to much on thanksgiving, did i spend too much time with my mom and somehow have her bitchiness rub off on me. I miss myself, as stupid as it sounds; and another thing i run out of things to say really often now. Kinda like right now, im just blabbering on and on about nothing and slipping further and further into my ego. But it also doesnt matter cuz no one reads my blog anyway. Now its time for me to sum up everyone in at least 1 to 3 words:

Alex: "Everybody Hates Me"

Guy: Awesome Yet Emotional

Joe: Panzy

Mike: Major Loner

Emma: Sex Monster

Tia: Always Right

Big Jon: Not Gay... Hopefully

Timmae:Typical Cool Dude

Britney: Repulsive

Brianna: Too Attached

Xong: Blinded By Pessimism

Tom: Brags Too Much

Amanda: Childish And Fun

Princess: Fucking Annoying

Well there ya go, hope you had fun seeing what i think about you, you egotistical bastards. And if i offended you dont comment, cuz i seriously dont fucking care. PEACE!

Crap

So shit hit the fan really bad, its best not to upset me, this is more serious than you can probably imagine.

A Shocking Resolution!

Tonight i made a decision, when i realized i didnt want to drink anymore after 12:00 and i ran out of cigarettes i decided on an excellent resolution as if it was a sign from god himself. Im finished with the flaws in me that drive people away or make them upset. Im done drinking, smoking, and definately doing drugs. It doesnt make things better for more than a short amount of time anyway. And the after effects of it all are really not worth it, at all. I honestly would not be mad if you left me a descriminating comment, because i like to see my weak points. So fire away and if you have anything nice to say, dont say it at all. By the way i decided this after all the events that took place tonight. My descent/good points would be nice to know too.