Angry Again

Well to start off Guy has officially boosted his pussy statis to 100%, in other words I dont really consider him a friend anymore... BROS' BEFORE HOS', no offense Emma, its not your fault and i assume Guy takes full responsibility for his actions whether he likes it or not. You dont boss him around, he LETS you boss him around... still no offense to you... seriously... not mad at M-Dizzle, mad at dumbass. So with that said im kinda back to bein' an asshole, im just not sad right now because my sadness turned into anger. As DANCE may have realized when i bitched her out on the phone. Im done worrying about shit because the more i worry the more sad/ pissed i get. anyways i should stop bitching now... oh yeah, Emma tell Guy to buy you beef jerky, im guessing he will... just a hunch. Alex Knows what im talkin 'bout.

WT FUCKIN F MATE! AGAIN

I am horribly confused about the comments on my last blog and am also scared for my life. Please someone tell me if you put these cuz its kinda creepy. Anyways i sort of miss the mental institution because the kids there were fuckin awsome. So i definetly miss my crazy buddies and will contact them when they all get out. Anyways, i have a headache now so i will stop blogging. WANNABE SWAYZE OUT!!!

Better Than Yesterday

Well i think im doing better than my last blog, back then i felt like shit. but im doing somewhat better than yesterday but i still kinda feel like shit. interesting, it seems like every day i have some to either be sad or mad about... well i need to stop blogging cuz im tired and this one sucks.
peace!

Another one of those days

Yep, im havin another one of those days. The kind where you get really pissed at someone and then dont want to talk to them but then you get more miserable cuz you dont get to talk to them. Earlier today an anonymous person hung up the phone on me when i was just joking around with "them". and just in case you didnt know I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE HANG UP ON ME. Anyways its really starting to give me doughts about being with this person if im usually miserable penetrated by a few moments of surreal happiness... anyways, theres a good xong that represents how i feel.

it don't mean nothing when you say it's gonna be alright
cause you'll tell me anything I wanna hear
and it don't mean nothing when you laugh at my jokes
cause it's all or nothing when I fall apart fade, fade, fade into you
you're under my skin nowI could shut out the world that we know
I'll try to be everything you want me to be
and I've gotta head start but I'm making the same mistakes
cause it's all or nothing when I fall apart
fade, fade, fade into you

chorus: caught in the rush of the crowd lost in a wall of sound you were ringing in my ear caught in the rush of the crowd lost in a wall of sound you were ringing in my ear my ear
fade, fade, fade, fade
caught in the rush of the crowd lost in a wall of sound you were ringing in my ear caught in the rush of the crowd lost in a wall of sound you were ringing in my ear my ear
fade, fade, fade, fade